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Lady
Gypsy
Chapter
1
Northern
Nebraska, 1876
Damned
Gypsies.
Reese
Carrison reined in his horse and grimly watched the colorful,
high-wheeled wagons rolling along the sun-bright horizon. Like
a trail of ants, they made their way around the outskirts of
Niobrara City and halted near a woodland bordering the river.
There
they would camp. One night, maybe two, he guessed. The trees
hid them from the townspeople's view; lush rangeland offered
unlimited grazing and valuable water for their horses. And then,
as quietly as they arrived, they would leave again, their destination
as mysterious as the Gypsies themselves.
Reese
breathed a silent curse. He didn't need them here. Not today.
He didn't need the problems they'd bring, problems that spawned
complaints of stolen chickens, unruly children, and women begging
in the streets. Niobrara City's saloons would fill with boisterous,
dark-skinned men who, in their drunkenness, hurled insults at
the non-Gypsy and left a string of frustrated and angry shopkeepers
in their wake.
Reese
sighed. No, he didn't want them here today. Today was special.
He'd waited most of his life for this day. Today his railroad
would finally link up with the prestigious Union Pacific line.
The
Nebraska-Dakota Railroad grew out of his sweat and blood--and
every dime he owned. Niobrara City would have been little more
than a row of shanties and false-front businesses if not for
him. The N & D provided area farmers and ranchers with a shipping
point to Omaha markets. It provided employment for the citizens.
It put Niobrara City on the map.
The
little railroad was his pride and joy. He lived and breathed
the N & D. It was his life. His dream. And he would celebrate
its completion today.
All
he lacked was a wife to share his satisfaction with and sons
to someday hand his hard-won legacy down to. But that would
come. Rebecca Ann had traveled all the way from St. Louis for
the ceremony. She would make a fine wife. Today, he'd ask for
her hand.
His
mood lightened. He swept a glance toward the riverbank and the
wagons spread in a wide half-circle. Already, several campfires
flickered and danced.
He
tugged his hat brim lower over his eyes, then nudged his pure-bred
stallion forward. He'd waited too long for this day and the
ceremony that would begin in a few hours time. Nothing was going
to ruin it for him.
Not
even a band of Gypsies.
*
* *
"Come
with us, Mama." Liza arranged stacks of woven baskets in the
battered cart and cast a sidelong glance at her mother. "Our
pockets will fill with the Gaje's money quickly. It will be
fun."
"Pah!"
Mama twisted and spit in the weeds. "I will not breathe the
same air as the stupid Gaje! I will stay right here in the camp.
Far away from them."
"Oh,
Mama." Liza shook her head in exasperation, the gold hoops in
her ears swaying with the movement. Her mother's vehemence in
regard to the non-Gypsy--the Gaje--was deep-rooted and permanent.
All Gypsies mocked them, but none despised them more than Mama.
Sometimes, Liza grew tired of the hatred. It had been a part
of her life since the day she was born. From the time she had
been old enough to comprehend the pain the Gaje inspired in
Mama, Liza was forced to live with the consequences. The shame.
One Gajo had been responsible, and because of him, Mama hated
them all. Because of him, Gajo blood flowed in Liza's veins.
Because of him, Liza would be forever different from her people.
But
the day was glorious, and the afternoon spent in town promised
to be a refreshing change from their travels. Rarely did their
kumpania stop to make camp halfway through the day. Liza was
determined to enjoy it.
"Look."
Pointing a finger through the trees, she attempted a different
approach to convince her mother to accompany them. "There is
something special happening in"--she tried to remember what
Hanzi, her brother, had called the place--"Niobrara City. See
the train? Men and women come from everwhere. Perhaps it is
something new."
"Pah!
Another of the Gaje's expensive toys. I do not want to see it."
With Tekla, Liza's baby sister, toddling right behind, Mama
hefted a dented pot full of water to the newly kindled fire.
"Hurry, Liza. The men have already left, and the children are
waiting for you."
"Mama,
do not be so stubborn."
"I
am not stubborn." She straightened and faced Liza. A shimmer
of tears glazed her ebony eyes. Wounded pride cried out in her
sun-weathered features. "I will not embarrass you, my daughter.
Go without me."
Embarrass
her? Liza's heart plummeted within her breast. The last basket
to be loaded into the cart slipped from her grasp, and she threw
her arms around her mother's rigid shoulders. "You would never
embarrass me. Never!"
"I
am no better than an ugly old hag. You love me too much to admit
it, but it is true."
Liza
drew away and fought the sting of her own tears. Stricken by
her mother's words, she could find none of her own to offer
comfort.
Involuntarily,
her gaze lifted to the faded kerchief wrapped around Mama's
head. The colorful cloth helped hide her shame, her humiliation,
the judgment handed down by the Gypsy court of law, the dreaded
kris.
Mama's
head was shaved, the punishment for adultery.
As
if that were not enough, their wagon would always follow at
the end of the line during their travels. For the rest of their
lives, they would choke on the dust raised by the wagons ahead
of them, and Mama would be deprived of the long braids other
Gypsy women wore.
It
could have been worse, Liza knew. Mama could have been banished
from the tribe, but the kris had given her mercy out of respect
for Nanosh, her husband.
Mama
had been only fifteen, but already a young bride. A sweet-talking,
handsome horse trader with hair the color of newly-minted pennies
had swayed her impressionable, feminine heart. By the time Nanosh
finished his dealings at the horse fair, the Gajo's seed had
been planted in Mama's womb. Mama never saw him again.
Nine
months later, Liza was born. Nanosh accepted her as his own,
but his affections were rare. Through the years, two sisters
and two brothers followed, but only Liza was different.
"I
made a mistake, my daughter. Now, I must pay for it. I will
not go into the Gaje's world and hear them speak of my shame
and my ugliness. They will only laugh at a Gypsy woman with
no hair."
"You
will always be beautiful to me." Liza looked into her mother's
face and saw her pride. Her skin had aged too soon from the
toils of the weather, and her dark eyes often showed fatigue,
but the loveliness from her youth had not been destroyed. Liza
tenderly kissed each of her cheeks.
"Enough
of this. Go." Mama gently, firmly, set Liza aside. "Take Paprika
with you. And Putzi is growing impatient."
"Yes,
Mama." For the first time, she noticed her five-year-old brother
tugging on her skirt. She smiled, tweaked his nose, and hurried
back to the two-wheeled cart filled with her baskets.
She picked up the one she had dropped. Of all of them she had
made, this one was the smallest. She had experimented with the
design, weaving strips of bark in with the dried leaves of a
yucca plant she had gathered during the kumpania's travels.
Most
likely, the Gaje with their fussy tastes would only turn their
noses up. They would not think the little basket fine enough
to buy. Nevertheless, Liza tossed it in with the others. She
did not care what they thought. The basket was one of her favorites.
"Are
you ready, Putzi?" Liza grasped the handles of the cart and
turned it toward the road leading into Niobrara City.
"Yeth."
He spoke between two missing front teeth. "I been waiting and
waiting."
"I
know, little one. Here. Help me push. You are so strong, do
you know that?"
"Yeth."
His young shoulders squared, and he leaned into the task with
all his weight. Liza pretended not to help.
"Liza,
wait."
She
turned and found her mother stepping from their wagon, a silk
kerchief of vibrant gold and crimson stripes in her hand.
"You
must not forget this," Mama said and draped the kerchief over
Liza's head.
"I
do not want to wear--"
"Liza!"
The
sharpness in her mother's voice stilled the protest on Liza's
tongue. A hint of sadness crept over Mama's features. Her work-roughened
hand cupped Liza's cheek, and her tone softened. "You have suffered
from my shame, too, my daughter. Wear it so that the Gaje men
will not look at you as they did me."
Liza's
mouth curved downward in a pout. She could not yet wear a kerchief
tied with the special knot of the Gypsies. Only the married
women were allowed the privilege, never appearing in public
without their head covered. The unmarried braided their hair,
the thick plaits hanging down to their waists, free to the day
and the night.
But
with the Gaje, Liza could not be so free. The kerchief would
hide her hair from their curious, mocking stares, hair that
glinted coppery-red in the sunlight, hair that made her forever
different.
It
was the one thing she inherited from her natural father. As
a child, she hated it, wanting the deep blue-black color of
her sisters and cousins and friends, but eventually, she grew
to accept the imperfection while among her own people.
Mama
had not. Mama tortured herself with the disgrace. Mama wanted
to protect her from the humiliation she endured.
"Come
back hungry," Mama said, tying the kerchief beneath Liza's chin.
"Hanzi promised me a fat hen for supper."
"He
is craving a stew, I think," Paprika piped up, her bare feet
rushing across the tree-shaded ground with a twelve-year-old's
enthusiasm. She picked up Tekla, planted a loud kiss on her
chubby cheek, then set her down again. "We must hurry, Liza.
I want to see the big train in Niobrara City."
"Me,
too!" Putzi grunted with the effort of pushing the cart forward
by himself. "Will I get to hear the whithle?"
"Yes,
little one," Liza said, laughing. "It will be very loud. Everyone
will hear the whistle."
With
waves and good-byes, Liza left the camp with her brother and
sister and joined a group of Gypsy women and children on the
road toward town. As they walked, Paprika's excited prattle
lifted Liza's spirits, dulled from the somber conversation with
Mama.
"I
will do some begging today," Paprika decided with adult-like
confidence. "So many people will be there! I could easily make
a fortune."
"Oh,
Paprika." Liza frowned, her tone showing disapproval. Begging
was not her favorite thing to do. She had always secretly thought
it was hardly more than glorified stealing and did little to
improve the Gaje's impression of the Gypsy. "You have plenty
of money. Sit with me and help sell baskets. I will split the
profits with you."
"And
what if you do not sell many?" her sister challenged. "We do
not get an occasion like this often. I cannot let it pass without
a little fun." She cocked her head, her black eyes alive with
mischief. "How about you, Liza? Will you tell fortunes today?"
With
one hand helping Putzi push the cart, the other toyed thoughtfully
with the strands of gold beads around her neck. "Maybe."
Mama
claimed she had a gift. Liza was not always sure. There was
a certain skill in hand-reading, of interpreting the moles on
one's body, or divining with sticks and stones, but she was
wrong as often as she was right. The Gaje were gullible, though.
They would believe anything she told them if she told them what
they wanted to hear.
Liza
smiled to herself. Yes, the Gaje were gullible. Paprika spoke
the truth. It would be easy to take their money today.
"I
want to buy something special in Niobrara City," Liza said.
"Like
what?" Paprika asked, skipping slightly ahead.
"A
new kerchief for Mama. Silk, of course. In the color of the
brightest sunflowers. It will make her feel pretty. And maybe
some perfume."
Liza
thought of the bottle she had found in an alley once. The crystal
stopper had been chipped and broken, but the fragrance inside
smelled wonderful, and in her weaker moments, she dabbed a little--just
a little--on her wrists and the tip of her nose.
The
Gaje enjoyed such frivolous pleasures, but material possessions
were not important to the Gypsy. Her people needed only the
basic necessities to be happy in life, yet Liza found a certain
fascination with all those things that made her feel . . . like
a woman.
Mama
never spoke of the frills and lace and lavish dresses of the
Gaje world. Paprika was yet too young to dwell on it, but sometimes
Liza had a yearning for them so strong--.
It
was the curse of the Gajo whose seed had given her life that
made her feel that way. His lust had ruined Mama. He was responsible
for making Liza different, and she would blame him forever.
"What
will you buy me, Liza?" Putzi asked, working so hard to push
the cart her heart swelled with love for him.
"She
will buy you a big piece of coal. How about that?" Paprika answered
impishly. "Or maybe a bag of broken sticks to play with."
Putzi
looked so aghast that Liza scolded Paprika for teasing him.
"I will buy you anything you want, little one. But you must
be good and help me sell many baskets."
"He
will not sit still long enough to sell even one," Paprika chided.
"And he will always be hungry."
"Will
not!" Highly offended, Putzi stopped pushing and took off after
his older sister who suffused into giggles and more teasing.
They tousled on the road, alternating between tickling and poking
each other, until Liza took up the cart and began pushing it
alone.
She
left them to their banter and gazed at the countryside, alive
and golden with fields of swaying wheat. Wisps of clouds, grayish-white
like dirty cotton, dotted a vibrant blue sky. Trees fanned a
light, summery wind that tugged at the hems of Liza's skirts
and flapped the ends of her kerchief. She took in a slow breath,
inhaling the sweetness of freedom. Nebraska was a peaceful place,
she decided. No wonder so many Gaje lived there.
An
unusual-looking bridge broke into the horizon and snared Liza's
attention. She lifted a hand, shading the sun from her eyes,
and in her curiosity, she took a few moments to study it.
A
trestle bridge, Hanzi had told her when their wagons rolled
past. The Gaje built such a thing so that the big train could
cross over the canyon beyond the river. Liza had never seen
one before, and she was forced to admit to a grudging fascination
at its construction, a complex maze of lumber and steel that
rose from the bowels of the canyon and seemed to reach for the
sky.
But
in the next moment, she chided herself. It was only one more
expensive toy the Gaje enjoyed. She would not give it another
thought.
The
ground shimmied through the thin leather of her shoes, and for
a few moments, she did not comprehend the reason for it. A slight
frown pulling at her brows, she turned and glanced at the road
behind them.
Hoofbeats
pounded the packed dirt, thundering louder as a massive horse
advanced steadily upon them. Its rider had the wild look of
a man possessed, as though the spirits of the dead gave him
chase. He charged toward them with no regard to their safety,
his mighty arm upraised, his powerful fist clenched.
A
scream of alarm bubbled in Liza's throat, and the cart's handles
fell from her grasp.
"Putzi!
Paprika! Get away!" she cried.
Everything
seemed to happen in slow motion. Liza feared she could not move
fast enough, would not reach her little brother and sister in
time to pull them from the road, and her heart froze in her
breast.
The
horse and rider loomed ever closer. The roar of hooves bellowed
in Liza's ears, shutting out the shrieks and curses from the
other Gypsy women. An enormous coat made of buffalo hides magnified
the man's size, making him even more formidable, more frightening.
A raccoon-skin hat covered his head, its furry tail swinging
behind him.
"Out of my way, you fools!" he boomed, irate fury throbbing
in the command.
He
was nearly upon them, and by the sheer grace of God, Liza found
the impetus to move. She threw herself against Putzi and Paprika
and flung them to the side of the road. The horse veered slightly,
missing them by mere inches. Clods of earth flew upward, hitting
her in the face, the arms, the legs.
In
a few horrible seconds, it was over. He was gone, galloping
onward toward Niobrara City, out of their sight, oblivious to
the danger or the scare he had given them.
Putzi
started to cry. Liza hugged him tightly against her, comforting
him, soothing his pain from the elbow he had skinned. Paprika
trembled and fought tears of her own; Liza found room for her
within the circle of her embrace.
The
other Gypsy women hastened toward them, concern in their dark
faces, but Liza stared past them, past the cart and the baskets
strewn about the road, and glared in the direction the wild
man had fled.
Only
a Gajo would behave so abominably, so carelessly. A Gypsy would
never have been as thoughtless toward innocent women and children.
A Gypsy would never have provoked such fright. A Gypsy would
have shown infinitely more compassion.
The
Gaje. It was little wonder the Gypsy despised them.
Her
lip curled in renewed disdain. More than ever, she was ashamed
to have their blood coursing inside her.
*
* *
"Does
she always take this long?" Reese snuffed out yet another cigarette
and wondered when in hell Rebecca Ann would finally come downstairs.
Amused,
Bram Kaldwell, his trusted friend and Rebecca Ann's father,
peered over the top of his newspaper. A haze of smoke from the
pipe clenched between his teeth curled upward and dissipated
throughout the lobby of Niobrara City's Grand River Hotel. He
grunted an affirmative reply. "Her mother was always late, too.
Better get used to it, Reese."
Reese
shifted restlessly. He'd spent the afternoon pleasurably enough
with Bram, but after waiting almost an hour, he'd grown increasingly
impatient. He had things to do, people to see. It was almost
time to meet the governor, and he wanted to view the train--his
train--decked out in all its glory before the christening and
his dedication speech.
Maybe
Bram was right. Maybe waiting was all part of it. Husbands were
often left with nothing to do but wait on their wives while
they readied themselves for special occasions. And though Rebecca
Ann was hardly his wife, he already felt like she was. He had
no doubt she would agree to his intended proposal of marriage
because she, like himself, needed a spouse.
Her
first husband had died unexpectedly, leaving her with a three-year-old
daughter to raise. Bram claimed the death had devastated Rebecca
Ann, and she had become somewhat of a recluse in St. Louis.
She seemed willing enough to travel to Niobrara City, however,
and Reese considered that a good sign she wanted to see him.
He
leaned forward and rubbed the ache in his right knee, wrenched
years ago when he'd slipped on an icy rail pulling a switch.
The joint had dealt him trouble ever since, flaring up whenever
it damn well felt like it. Bram claimed the ache foreshadowed
a change in the weather.
Reese
glanced out the hotel's tall, velvet-draped window, and a corner
of his mouth lifted. Not today. Only a light breeze stirred
the daisies and goldenrods growing wild outside Niobrara City.
Few clouds decorated the sky. The temperature was perfect. Not
a finer day could be found to celebrate the Nebraska-Dakota
Railroad.
He
debated lighting another cigarette until a rustle of petticoats
drew his attention. Rebecca Ann descended the stairs, slowed
by the child clinging to her hand. Reese rose, unmindful of
the stiffness in his knee, and watched her approach.
She
seemed nervous and fragile. So very fragile. She was petite,
with milky skin that glowed in all the right places. It would
be easy to love her, he thought with some relief. Someday, he
would. But for now, he was content to just look at her. Niobrara
City rarely had a woman as beautiful as Rebecca Ann grace its
streets, and he was proud to have her on his arm when he dedicated
his railroad.
The
little girl was a miniature portrait of her mother. A porcelain
doll dressed in a confection of pink ruffles and eyelet lace,
complete with matching bows in her blond ringlets. Another man's
child, but he would learn to love her, too.
"Hello,
Reese," Rebecca Ann said softly.
"Rebecca
Ann." Reese moved closer, bent and dropped a kiss to her ruby
lips. Her lashes lowered, she turned away, giving Reese the
vague impression he'd been far too bold in his greeting. He
fought the feeling, but vowed to be more careful with her. If
he were to ask for her hand, he couldn't have her too leery
of him.
"We
were about ready to come up and get you, Rebecca Ann," Bram
said. "Reese was squirming in his seat. He isn't used to sitting
still for so long."
"Really?"
At
her father's subtle admonishment, she glanced at Reese. "I
didn't know you were in such a hurry."
Irritation
flickered through him before he banked it. Surely she realized
how important this day was to him, to his railroad, and to the
town of Niobrara City in particular. Yet her expression registered
no chagrin, and he knew she didn't realize it all.
"No
harm done. We have plenty of time," he lied and hunkered down
to the little girl's level. She stared at him with heavy-lashed
blue eyes. "Hey, Margaret. You look almost as pretty as your--"
"Michelle,"
Rebecca Ann said. "Margaret Michelle. She goes by both names."
"Oh."
The
child whined and tugged her hand from her mother's. Reese straightened
to his full height. "That's a lot of name for a half-pint like
her."
"Michelle
is the feminine form for Michael. My husband was quite pleased
that his daughter bore his name. Even though he is no longer
with us"--her voice quavered, but she regained her composure
quickly--"I intend to keep his memory alive for her. Margaret
means 'pearl' in Greek."
"That
so?" he murmured, having no idea what his own name meant. The
futility of the conversation frayed his patience.
Bram
came to his rescue. "Well,
what do you say, Reese? Ready to head on out to that fancy train
of yours?"
Reese
shot him a grateful glance and opened his mouth to voice agreement,
but a gasp from Rebecca Ann stopped him short.
"Where's
Margaret Michelle?" She darted a frantic look all around her.
"There
she is." Bram pointed toward the hotel doors.
"I'll
get her," Reese said and sprinted in that direction. For a three-year-old,
she was damned quick, and she had no fear wandering among strangers.
He reached her before she left the hotel altogether and scooped
her up into his arms.
"No!
No!" She howled and squirmed against him. Reese tried as best
he could to keep a firm grip on her.
"We're
going to have to watch her like a hawk," Bram said grimly.
Rebecca
Ann was right behind him. "Oh, put her down, Reese."
"There
are a lot of people out there, Rebecca Ann," he said, trying
to be heard over the child's tantrum. "More than usual. I'll
hold her until we get to the train."
"You'll
crush her dress. I spent half the morning ironing it. Please."
She pulled her daughter from him and set her down, all the while
fussing and fretting, trying to smooth the wrinkles from the
fabric. She appeared to be near tears.
"All
right. Sure. I'm sorry. Just hold her hand, okay?" He regretted
upsetting Rebecca Ann and wished he could start over with her.
Pulling the hat from his head, he raked his fingers through
his hair on a wave of rising frustration. He took a slow breath,
replaced the hat, and vowed the rest of the day would go better.
"Are
we ready?" Bram asked.
"Yeah,"
Reese said. "Let's go."
Outside,
Rebecca Ann gazed at the throng of carriages and townspeople
crowding the streets.
"Where
did everyone come from?" she asked, her features bewildered.
"Everywhere,"
he said and knew a sense of pride that it was true. To see him
and the N & D. "The Nebraska-Dakota Railroad is a positive thing
for Niobrara City. This celebration has been a long time coming."
He gestured in the general direction where his train waited
on the edge of town. "It's only a few blocks. We'd best walk.
We'll never get a buggy through the crowd."
Bram
agreed, and since Margaret Michelle seemed better inclined to
behave herself, they joined the throng on the boardwalk. Bram
took the child under his supervision, leaving Reese and Rebecca
Ann to follow them.
Reese
glanced over at Rebecca Ann. He'd yet to really touch her, he
thought. If she was going to be his wife, she'd better get used
to the idea that he intended to touch her. Often. He took her
hand and curled her fingers in the crook of his elbow.
Her
fair features registered surprise at his show of possessiveness.
Her initial stiffening eased, and she allowed him the privilege,
though she made no effort to move any closer to him.
Reese
satisfied himself with the small victory. She would warm up
to him soon, and he to her. It would only take a little more
time.
As
they approached the Empty Saddle Saloon, George Steenson, its
jovial owner, stood in the doorway, his arms crossed over his
apron-covered chest. Reese knew most of the shopkeepers in Niobrara
City, and George was one of the best. He took it upon himself
to know his customers, and he knew the comings and goings of
nearly everyone in town. The Empty Saddle was the nicest place
around for a man to slake his thirst, and Reese had given him
a fair share of business over the years.
"Today's
the big day, eh, Mr. Carrison?"
"Sure
is, George. Going there now. Seen the train yet?"
"Yes,
sir. She's a beauty. You oughta be real proud of her."
"I
am." Reese couldn't help the spread of a grin. "Been busy today?"
"Yep.
Governor was here for a spell earlier. So was some of them Union
Pacific bigwigs. They all went on down to see the N & D. Reckon
they're waitin' for you."
"We'll
get there." Reese waved and continued walking, but George called
him back. Some of the joviality had left his expression.
"Silas
McCrae was in, Mr. Carrison. Thought you might want to know
that."
Bram
halted and turned around.
"And?"
Reese narrowed an eye warily.
"Lookin'
for you, he was. Madder'n a rained-on rooster, too."
"So
what else is new?" Bram muttered.
Reese
cocked his jaw and fought a stubborn sense of foreboding. The
day that should have been perfect had already taken a few troublesome
turns. Silas McCrae didn't help matters any.
Instinctively,
he scanned the crowd and spied a group of Gypsy women huddled
on the street corner. The sunlight bounced off the brilliant
hues of gold and crimson stripes, a kerchief worn by one of
the women. A couple of children were with her, laughing and
playing, while she arranged stacks of baskets in a two-wheeled
cart.
Reese
refused to let an ornery three-year-old, Silas McCrae or a bunch
of Gypsy women dampen his spirits. This was his day. Nothing
was going to ruin it for him.
The
thought had no sooner formed in his mind when lightning flashed
through the sunshine. Peals of thunder rumbled, signaling the
onslaught of rain sure to fall from the wall of storm clouds
hovering over Niobrara City.
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